Re-entering the social world after loss

Mc

It’s been 6 days since my therapeutic abortion due to anencephaly.

Some friends asked us to go to brunch today. None of them know about our recent pregnancy or prior losses. One friend is a coworker and knows I’ve been out for the last 3 weeks with no return date set. I work in IT so this is not a flex time type of job where people take weeks or months off.

I do want to go for the most part, but terrified of questions. Like I might blurt out what happened or burst into tears or both.

Any advice ladies?