Pregnancy? Abortion? Vitamin C?

!!!WARNING!!!

Okay so this is going to be a bit graphic! I don’t need insensitive comments on “if you’re not ready you shouldn’t be having sex”, I have a boyfriend, we both enjoy sex and things happen. It was the day after I’d ovulated ( not possible to know if it’d already been over)and I’d gotten my boyfriend off, he cleaned off but we were still naked and he wanted to go for more. I went to get him off again and he’d ended up slipping inside me though I quickly moved away. I am aware that there is a possibility of getting pregnant from pre cum. Though I thought I would’ve been fine, about a week later we’d had sex and I had bled a little, but it was strange because it was brightish pinkish red and slightly clear. Fast forward I missed two days of my period (I have never been late, I am always regular) and was considering using the vitamin C method witch would’ve forced my period to come and it would’ve caused a miscarriage if I’d been pregnant. It would’ve been too early to take an accurate pregnancy and was under too much stress and had terrible thoughts going through my mind; I’d been crying hysterically for a whole day and had eaten absolutely nothing because I had no appetite. I understand that I’ve been irresponsible but thankfully my friend’s mom had offered to take me to a clinic to get the abortion pill (my closest abortion clinic is an hour away). My boyfriend is pro-life he has said that if we were to have a child he’d 100% want us to keep it; and if he’d known I wanted an abortion I’m pretty sure our relationship would’ve changed drastically if not been completely over. I’m too young to have a child I’m not emotionally nor economically ready, not to mention I have plans for my life and can’t ruin them or his. I started what I believe is my period today which I am so happy and thankful for, it is a brownish red color. Now I’m going to get on birth control, and have a very long talk with my boyfriend. I’ve always been smart and educated about sex and about both the female and male reproductive systems..a moment of weakness led to me not thinking clearly which led me to have so much stress and emotional damage. I know what days I ovulate, I know my fertility zones, I know the exact dates my periods should come and I know my symptoms. I just wanted to share this experience because it was a lot for me to keep to myself and a lot for me to handle.