Still grieving the horrific loss of my furbaby. Please read.

I don't know, I need to talk about it again and share my story. The pain is worse because of my experience. A couple months ago my dog died, my SO and I woke up in the morning my SO got ready for woke and left out the door to pack up the truck. I went to let my dog out of her kennel and she wouldn't wake up, I texted my bf in hopes he would answer while I shook her and called her name. I realized how urgent it was and ran out the door to call my SO, he came inside and we tried to wake her up but she just laid there still breathing. I called the vet to make sure they knew we were coming and how my dog was on the brink of death. We sped to the vet and I rushed inside balling my eyes out while the lady at the front desk stayed on the phone talking, my SO told her this is an emergency and we need help now! she told us one minute, we waited and than she proceeded to argue that my dog wasn't on file and we waited for 10 more minutes before I said you guys don't care and rush out of the vet and jumped in the truck. I called another vet barely making out any words and they told us they would be ready upon our arrival in which they were. I rushed through those front doors and they took her out of my arms, she was hooked up to oxygen and an IV immediately . they told us she was really cold and in shock. that she was in an extremely poor state. My baby died that day, she died. gone. forever. the pain that vet brought me, that god damn unnecessary pain! I don't care if that lady gave me attitude but don't she care blow off my dying dog! I am still extremely furious. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY!!! Never. God do i miss her, she didn't deserve that kind of treatment, she was in pain and dying. she needed help!!