It’s just not fair....

It’s not fair, i have been with my fiancé for a little over two years now. Let me tell you ladies our story.

At first it wasn’t all love; unfortunately my fiancé and i started as FWB.... but let me tell you ladies that it has been the best experience i have ever had... (i know it sounds bad, but let me explain) i have known my fiancé since i was in middle school (he was a high schooler) but never spoke to him. Years passed and to our surprise all our friends have been the same. I officially met him when he invited me to be part of his chipotle team. I started working at chipotle and i started loving the person he was. But unfortunately he didn’t feel the same way towards me. Like many of you may know; a girl is stupid when she catches feelings for someone. So i agreed to be FWB.... this went on for a year and eventually i fell in love with him. I had to accept the fact that that was all we would ever be. When i accepted the fact that him and i would never be something more, he fell in love for me. Let me admit that our road was a bit bumpy after that... because i no longer cared. I was mad and hurt so i wanted him to feel what he made me feel for over a year. I decided to find someone else and make things official. To my surprise i fell in love with this new guy who turned out breaking and shattering my heart to pieces. Time passed and my fiancé and i decided to give things another try but this time make things right. So we did, even though i was hurt by someone else my fiancé decided to give it all to me. He healed me little by little. Eventually everything started falling into place. Both of us fell madly in love with each other and moved in to our own place and got engaged on September 30th 2017. Since April 2017 we have been ttc but nothing seems to work. I’m scared it could be me with the problem. But then again, turns out my fiancé had úlcera when he was a little boy... people say that because of that he can’t make babies... i refuse to accept that. My man is healthier than ever! It makes me so mad and sad that we have no luck! I see how all these females and couples get pregnant like nothing but here we are trying SO hard!!!! It’s not fair!! It’s not fair that some females aren’t even happy to be pregnant while others like myself are praying everyday for a miracle. Can you ladies please help me out!!! Is there anything that i can do or take to make this miracle happen soon? I need all the baby dust i can get from you guys!!!! Thanks so much for hearing me out!!! Much love and baby dust to all of you ladies out there!!! 💝