I feel like I have so many little things to rant about, but I’ll pick the one that genuinely concerns me and i feel like no one is listening.

I have GD and as expected, it’s getting worse as I get closer to my due date. Foods that I had tagged as safe are no longer safe. I used to have 3/4 cups of cereal with milk for breakfast, but now I can’t have any. Even 1/2 a cup with just enough milk to wet the food sends my numbers flying. I’ve decided to cut carbs entirely (as much as possible) instead of compromising x grams here or there. It’s left me with just eating meats and veggies. My snacks consist of cheese or yogurt, but I’m hungry allllll the time. I’m worried I’m not eating enough and my doctors just seem concerned with my glucose levels. As long as they’re low, then I’m fine and they’re not concerned that Im always hungry.

I threw up this morning because all I had for breakfast was half a graham cracker and 1/2 cup of strawberries but it wasn’t enough food. :( I was starving.

I’m 36 +5