venting cus I'm crazy>

I've been with my man for 6 months now. 3 together 3 long distance and I'm just like so in aw with him . like we talk everyday he always text me good morning and wakes me up for work when he could . before I moved he took me on a picnic date and buys me pizza * my fav food * he took me on a weekend to Atlantic city and we had a amazing time. I just like him so much ahhhh I wanna scream he makes me melt with every touch and look he breathes fire in my soul and all. I have never in my life felt this way about a man. I wrote this man a love letter and sealed it with a kiss ( who I thought I was ) I haven't told any of my friends this. they think I'm dumb b.c he couldn't send me 15$ in my time of need (this was 4 months into our relationship and I was goin thru thing's ) but other then tha

t he's been great honestly. idk if I should give him my heart tho . Ima just play it cool and see where this relationship goes. it's eating me a live because I know for a fact I have love for this man and I will not ever tell him ! , well at least not now cus it's too soon and not till he says it first lol. oh god am I dickmatized !!!? 😭😭😭