I'm so stressed and depressed and confused. I'm 19 and graduated from a very academic high school last may with As and Bs. I didn't get a good score on my act and so i didn't get into the college I wanted. So I me and my mom decided that it would be best to go to community college so I didn't spend the money on a college I didn't really want to be at and spend lots of money when I have no clue what I want to do. But I had to lie to my fiends because community collge is like a joke at our school. When someone would get a bad grade they would say well I guess I'm going to cominty college and everyone laughs and makes fun of it. So I was very depressed and disappointed. So I went this semester and it was ok. I had good grades and it was surprisingly a lot of work. But i made no friends. And me and my mom were thinking of taking this semester off because i have been trying to loose weight for years and I had so much work that i couldn't exercise during high school or this first semester of community college. But I don't know. I just feel like such a loser. I hate my life i feel so dumb not getung into the collage I wanted and I I'm so fat and ugly and I have no friends and I just don't know what to do with my life. I feel so stuck. I just want to be a normal average 19 year old.