Mom’s who have struggled with this, have you found ways to make it any better?

We went to pay the deposit on our daycare today. I am so sad I don’t know how I can bear it. Zoey will be three months old tomorrow. We have two more months at home together, but I wish it could be at least two more years. I just make too much money not to go back to work. I really wish I could be off work until she went to kindergarten. But I do love my job and want it to be available to me once she is busy during the day getting her education in the future.