She's here!

39 weeks and my baby girl is here ! I'm so thankful and full of love ! we went in thinking my water was trickling out after walking laps around the mall and sure enough my water was leaking! Got to triage and after they checked me the rest of it gushed out! was in labor for 12 hours and had complications with my epidural, instead of numbing and calming the pain, it kicked everything up 100 notches and I was in severe, wanna cut my own head off pain every minute with no breaks in between ! they finally figured it out and I got to take about an hour nap. They checked me and I was dialated to a 9. then they sat me up and the pain got worse again. so they gave me a big dose of it, right before I started to push...therefore I couldn't feel ANYTHING at all while pushing I didn't even know if I was pushing which made things difficult and her heartrate kept dropping. we had to deliver her with a vacuum and even tho she has a cone head for now she's so precious to me!! ❤❤