Stupid period

Periods are a double edge sword when trying to conceive a little one. You want periods because it means you are regular and healthy and potentially ready to become a mother. Yet a period is a reminder that you didn’t successfully conceive and that yet again you feel like you lost another baby especially when you really did in the past. A period is messy both figuratively and emotionally...it hurts with all the cramps and for those 4-7 days makes you feel like you are being punished. At the end of the period there is hope but after a few months I feel drained of this said hope. I need my miracle, a pat on my back , and someone to talk to to let me know that I’m not alone. I feel my mom and husband try to help with this but it only goes so far. Sure I have a 14 month old who my rainbow baby but my next one will be one too... keep me in your prays and I’m sending out my prays for you too.

Sincerely almost 34 year old mom of one and two angel babies.

Ps birthday is next week and I get a period as a present.