Dreams 🙄

Last night I had a dream I was asleep & when I woke up I was holding a positive clear blue in my hand. AF is supposed to start in 2 days & I’m more than positive she will make her head appearance because I just have that feeling. I ran to Walmart & decided to grab a few tests...low & behold another BFN....I keep picking it up hoping I just missed something. Still a negative. Getting a negative for me every time is a complete heat break. What am I doing wrong? I’ve stopped trying & haven’t really obsessed about it I’m a while. I’m just ready to be a mom & have a child of my own to love. 😩 it’s been 8 months & I thought maybe just maybe it would happen a little sooner considering my only 24 & I should be fertile myrtle. Starting to think there is an issue with me.