plus size pregnancy

so ive been trying to lose this weight for years and this was gonna be my year. last yesr i got below 200...i was doing so good...but im currently 250 +. surprise pregnancy unplanned on birth control has changed my plans and im just feeling extremely down about myself. i wanted that cute little bump. i wanted to be healthy before this. How am i supposed to feel sexy when im feeling like a pregnant whale now. 😭 im only 6 weeks and im already feeling so down on myself. dont get me wrong though i do feel blessed to have gotten pregnant Especially at a high weight. i have no female friends to vent to because I am so antisocial so i figured id just let it out here. 😔😭