Not knowing is driving me crazy

Do you ever just wish your period would just show up already? Just so you can move on to planing your next cycle and building up the momentum for this to be “the month”.

My SO and I have been trying to convince #2 for 11 months now. AF was due Thursday last week. I took a test on Saturday and it was negative.

I have some symptoms but they could be either pregnancy or pms. I feel a fairly constant nausea, but I get that with my period from time to time. My nipples are a little sore but not constantly. My breasts always get painful about a week before my period but this time it feels different, just my nipples not the whole breast and not all the time. I have had a few mood swings, but again that’s not out of the ordinary for me leading up to my period. Otherwise I feel pretty normal except for my period being 5 days late.

I just wish I could get a positive test or that AF would start already. The not knowing is killing me. I plan to wait until this Saturday to test again. In the meantime I am going to keep praying, and pulling out my hair. Thanks for letting me vent, I just needed to get that out.

Update:

Tested Saturday, still negative. Same symptoms, nausea is more pronounced now. It will be 2 weeks late this Thursday. Going to test again this weekend if af still doesn’t show.