Should i keep hiding it?

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So the thing is, i have a very big self-esteem issue about my vagina, i’ve watched porn and i’ve seen how they’re all neat and tight looking. Don’t get me wrong i’ve had sex and i’ve been told i have a tight one but i never let anyone go down on me or see my vagina because mine just doesn’t look... right. Mainly because one of the lips is bigger than the other and i’m scared to let anyone see it. Is this normal? I really don’t know what to do.