Feelings about 2nd baby

Jessika • 21 years old, A mother of 2 beautiful daughter's👧👶 and married to my true love💍💒👰

I have an almost 2 year old daughter. Her birthday is February 3rd and I'm about to have her little sister January 21st and if not then I'll be induced January 24th. I'm scared my relationship with my 1st daughter is going to change and I don't want that. We're so close and we have such a strong bond. I want this baby to feel just as close to me and I'm worried that she won't. I have serious anxiety and depression issues and I don't take medicine. I'm just worried everything is going to be different and I keep thinking bad about it. I'm so ready for her to come so I can meet her. I guess I'm just used to it being me and my first baby girl. What do y'all think? Any advice or comfort words? I'm freaking out 😭