rant.. sorry :( its long. dont have anywhere else to rant.

I really really would just like life to start using lube when it decides to butt fuck me with a catcus sideways....

me: life is good!

life: lol one second...

car broke down yesterday morning, tried to get a new car through financing (didn't work 😳) to expensive to fix (new transmission and new axle since it snapped! while driving it!)

my dog that I've had since he was 12 weeks old (he's now 4) attacked me 2 nights in a row 😳) so I now have to make the decision of rehoming or putting him down (with a 2 month old child in the house I don't want to risk it please don't judge me. cause if he bit her like he did me the past couple days she would be in the hospital)

was going to move into a place that would have been rent free (just pay electric and water) and went to look at it today and the pipes burst and the whole kitchen was all frosted over. 😳 and worst of all I had ovualtion test come back + today and my fiance is depressed and locked himself in his room... (he's fine he's still talking to me and not saying crazy things just tired of everything going wrong at the worst possible times and his buddy of like 18-19 years passed away 2 days ago) 🙄😳 only thing keeping me smiling is this beautiful princess right here 👑👑

so as I sit here and eat my chips ahoy cereal by the handfuls and bawl my eyes out just thinking I know it's just a bad day not a bad life.. and I will get through it but this cereal has no chance in making it til tomorrow.