Real or not Real?

I took a pregnancy test this morning. Based on the timing of everything this cycle, I didn’t expect to be pregnant so I just used a cheap pregnancy test. But, these pictures are the results I got. Is that actually positive (trying to not get my hopes up) or just a shadow/outline of the line that would be there if it was positive? I’m afraid to actually believe it’s positive only be be let down. I plan to retest tomorrow morning using ClearBlue and 1st Response.