I'm finally happy again! Last week I broke up with my ex due to him not seeming interested no matter how many times he messaged me saying he missed me I called bull on all of it! Then I found out I was pregnant by him😥! I sadly decided to get an abortion which I regret but I didn't have the support I needed for a baby pretty much cause my ex said fuck when I told him and he blocked me! Well I cried for 2-3 days straight after aborting and even tried getting back with him thank goodness he said he is focusing on school and fishing! I never told him I got the abortion nor do I plan on it! But I'm so happy now yes I still have that empty feeling about the baby but I honestly don't miss my ex anymore! thanks for everyone who helped me through this! I am happy it didn't take long but I had kept busy so it flew by! Hopefully with time I hope I can forgive myself for aborting!