Overwhelmed

I’ve had two miscarriages in the last year and a half and there’s really no solid explanation. I’m tired and emotional, this whole TTC thing is really pushing me to a breaking point. All the tracking and trying but then negatives are just crushing me inside and I don’t know if I can do this for much longer. Everyone around me is pregnant and it’s so hard to be happy for them when I’m going through all this and then that makes me feel terrible because I should be ecstatic for them. I want nothing more then to make me and my husband parents but I’m starting to feel like maybe it’s not in our cards...it’s all just sucking the life out of me. Sorry for the negativity... rant over.