First Appt With Rainbow Jitters **UPDATE IN COMMENTS**

My first appt with my rainbow is in a few hours and I am so nervous. Up until this point I've been pretty calm but since Monday I've been having doubts and flashbacks to learning about my impending missed miscarriage nearly 2 years ago. It took us forever to conceive again and I am so scared that can all go away. I still have all my symptoms. I don't have the scary ones I had the first time (horrible lower back pain and stiffness, frequent sharp cramps and minor spotting) but yet I dont think this part of pregnancy will ever be exciting again until I heart a healthy baby heartbeat. If you all could say a little prayer for us our appt is at 1pm. Really hoping for a healthy, sticky bean. ❤💛💚💙💜