Truck Drivers Wife

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He's been local home every night for the past 6 months or longer, I am 18weeks pregnant with baby #2. he is now gonna go over the road and the home time is unpredictable, the money is great, but child #1 and I are both used to daddy being home.

I feel like hes gonna abandon me, find someone better or cheat on me, that he wont be home with the baby is born, wont be here to help me after having the baby, that child #1 will start acting out and being bad because daddy isnt around much anymore. I'm just totally against him going over the road for many of reasons, but he's not seeing my point of view.

I'm scared that my depression may come back if he goes over the road.