Please help me!😭😰

Sydney

Okay, so I’m pretty sure I’m having an identity crisis. I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression for almost five years, and I’ve been questioning my sexuality for about one year. Ever since my mental health issues I’ve been trying to figure out who I am and who I’m supposed to be. But ever since I posted something previously on eve asking what my sexuality may be, people have been telling me I pan romantic/asexual. Which, after doing a little research, I thought I was.

But after having a talk with my dad, without telling him about my sexuality, he said that I shouldn’t rush things. I’m still young and I have lots of time to explore who I am, and what I like and don’t like. But after being so sure I was asexual, I just don’t know what to do now.

Basically my mind felt like a giant puzzle. Because of my depression and anxiety, the picture may not have been pretty, but at least all the pieces were together. And now I feel like all the puzzle pieces are scattered across my brain.

Both my sibling are apart of the LGBTQ community with my brother being transgender and sister being bisexual. And now I just feel like, “what about me?” “who am I supposed to be?”

I just feel really confused, and kinda scared. I know my parents will always support me in the end, but it doesn’t make it any less frightening.

If you could lend me some insight and help I would really appreciate that. I’m just looking for a friend.