2nd loss in a row

I had my first miscarriage in 2011. I was 22 and even though I wasn’t in a relationship with the father (he actually harassed me every day to get an abortion), nothing will ever be worse than hearing “There’s no heartbeat”. I told myself that it was a bad situation. It wasn’t supposed to happen. Thanked God because I didn’t have to deal with the father for the rest of my life.

Today, I’m currently going through my second. My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 1/2 years. We have always been best friends and even dated in high school. We weren’t trying, I was on the pill. But why is God punishing me? What is wrong with me? My boyfriend is supportive. He wants to be a dad. We even picked out how we were going to tell his extended family... on Easter.. since I would’ve been out of my first trimester.

My Dr is sending me to get a full work up to find out why this is happening as I’ve only been pregnant these two times.

Has anybody been for testing? What did they do? What did they find?

I’m praying they have answers. We want to try again when they do. I want to be able to get excited when I see that second line (even though all mine were faint).