Needing some words of encouragement

I am so beyond disappointed. I lost my twins last year due to my baby girl having a placental abrubption. Went into preterm labor at 21 weeks. ALL I ever wanted is to be a mom. Losing 2 at once was the hardest hit of my life. Anyway, fast forward to now I'm on cycle day 47. period is 16 days late(I always have regular periods) and still getting BFN! Can someone, anyone give me positive words/stories. I know it's all in God's time but I'm just so hurt. Thank you in advance!