It’s not fair

I’m really starting to hate Facebook. I’ve seen 4 ultrasounds announcing pregnancies since the start of the new year. I know I should be happy for my friends and family who are expecting, but it’s hard and I’m feeling bitter. Like why not me? And I just feel so crushed thinking what if it really doesn’t happen for us. And I feel so stupid because I’m the one who wanted my husband to get the vasectomy in the first place. So its my fault if it doesn’t work and we don’t get to have another baby.