Another negative

No symptoms like the past months because I’m not driving myself crazy and symptom spotting. I don’t know how many DPOs I am because this is the first cycle I’ve given up OPKs and just went off of CM. AF due 1/31 and I know she will be here. I tested even though I know I shouldn’t have and not to my surprise, negative. 🤷🏻‍♀️ GO FIGURE!! Now I am going to join weight watchers in hopes of dropping more weight (only need to lose 10 more pounds to be at my goal weight) and just stop trying. My daughter was so easy to conceive and not like this. I’m just frustrated and needed to vent because men just don’t get it. Each month is a let down and I feel like my body & uterus is a failure.