Anal sex gone wrong ⚠️⚠️⚠️

So the boyfriend has come home from work,ive shaved and exfoliated and feeling all relaxed and clean. Nice pjs on. And he's sat next to me and just goes down on me. After that im sucking him off and then we get down to business. We're having sex on the couch and it's amazing and then he licks his finger. (At this point I'm abit worried cause I think he's going to put it in my anus but I think he won't because weve been together. 7 years and never done it) all of a sudden he puts it in. And I'm like

Absolutely loving it,But he goes abit far and I'm like "just a little bit baby,its our first time doing any sort of anal"

So he pulls his finger out abit and the he says "can I bend you over and try it that way whilst fingering your bum"

Which I say yes. So I'm bent over and then I feel his penis go over my bum and I'm like

No lube,no nothing to soothe it and he just rams it in. Man, I've never jumped up so high in my life.

So I go in the bathroom and I'm crying and he's like "I'm so sorry baby,I just thought I'd try it, I'm ever so sorry" my bumhole is killing. So I check in the mirror. IVE TORN MY BUMHOLE AND ITS BLEEDING! Long story short, use lube,go small until you're ready 😂 don't jump in the deep end strait away 😂😂