College sucks

Ren

Sorry, I guess I just need to rant? My birthday is tomorrow. Today all day I’ve been studying for finals, and same thing for the next few days. It’s been like this for me every year the last 4 years or more. Every year the worst of my work, testing and projects.

I guess it’s of that big a deal and I’m too old to care anyway, but I’m really upset tonight, I feel overwhelmed with work, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. When I think that I have 1.5 more years left of school I want to pack my bags, change my name, and run off to live in a hut in the jungle. I feel like I’m stuck in a life I actively hate and it’s making me depressed. Anyone have advice on how to deal?