now honestly .. deep down i know for sure i want to be with this guy. but everything is so difficult. im trying to convince myself that shit will be get better later on. which obviously could never happen. but i’m not going to stop trying. he likes me enough to have sex. but how can i get him to commit to me. it. it’s like he tells me shit like “i’m not wasting your time promise” “it’s us against the world” i even made him put it on something truly important to him that he isn’t wasting my time so i know he wasn’t lying. but when it’s time to commit. he falls short. he knows i don’t want to leave him so that could be the reason i’m i️n this position fr.

(and please don’t say just leave him alone) could use some real ass advice fr.