UPDATE: i declined birth control at my follow up because i didn’t plan on being sexually active this instance with my ex was literally an accident, this has def scared me from having sex period I’ll update you guys when i take another test Friday it should show up by then.

SAVE THE BASHING: we all make dumb decisions. Period.*** I got pregnant with my first child unplanned. We were using the withdrawal method it (stupid i know this was my first relationship ever going without a condom) and it was once 4 days before i ovulated. I didn’t want the baby but my ex begged me to keep it promising me all these things if i had the baby (first pregnancy scare and i ended up feeling guilty getting an abortion because it was my fuck up not the innocent babies) then literally changed into Satan (i almost lost my baby due to the stress he put me through) and coparenting these last 8 months has been hell. I have an ex i was always friends with he’s helped out with my baby when i needed big items put together in her nursery or toys & buying things to be nice. We got drunk and had sex once...unprotected. I had just got off my period that Monday the 14th, we had sex that Friday the 19th used the withdrawal method but this time i sent him to the store to get a plan B and took it within an hour. A week later (26th) i got this dark brown bleeding, cramps nausea and I’m extremely tired. I read it’s implantation bleeding, But i read that starts 6 days after ovulation my app says i ovulated the 24th (2 days before bleeding started and my period have always been normal even after giving birth fell right on the same schedule).

Could it be a late reaction from the plan B?!?! A test this soon would be negative because its only been a week.

I’m so disappointed in myself but i would be the only idiot on earth to get pregnant twice from precum, have the sperm last for 5 days, having even used emergency contraceptive when my friends have been going unprotected years (i was always the prude out of the group) and never got pregnant this easy 😩😩😩😩.

We are on the same page so i know he won’t pressure me to keep it, i absolutely can’t I’m just now getting adjusted to being a mom period and my child’s super spoiled/needy can’t imagine taking care of another infant simultaneously but now i know a mothers love i know an abortion will Fuck me up mentally.