Spent the last few weeks feeling sorry for myself and bumming around eating cupcakes. I was feeling betrayed by my body because I was no longer able to push the same weight. I felt so defeated when my body was screaming in pain when trying to lift. So I gave up for awhile. But I’m back. I’m here. I’m alive and capable and trying to embrace every change that is happening to my body while it creates our beautiful baby. I’m learning to modify my routines, because the best thing I can do for myself, my baby, my husband and my children is remain free of anxiety. Going to finish these last 6 weeks healthy and happy.