It's been a while since I've been on glow at all, and I've never been in any rainbow/mc groups because I'm not sure where I fit in. So first, here's my story: My husband and I started ttc November 2015. i did my research and learned when it was best to try and when my highest chances were and all that. After 6 months I went to a fertility doctor to make sure everything was ok because I have a family history of pcos. I was told I had blood sugar issues which was messing everything up so I went on Clomid and after a year from our initial start of ttc I found out I was finally pregnant (October 30, 2016to be exact)! However, a few months before I finally got pregnant I had what my doctor called a chemical pregnancy. , basically where you lose it before the 5th week. And it absolutely broke my heart even though I wasn't very far along at all. it's something I find myself thinking about often and the 'what ifs ' definitely still cross my mind everyday. so, my question is, what have others done in remembrance of lost babies? I feel like I need to do something for better closure. I did add a band to my wedding set to represent our son, and I kind of want to do the same for it butt I don't know if we will have another child in the future, we go back and forth on the issue.