So i have had a very difficult life that not many people have had to deal with and like it is really hard on me because like im 17 and it all happened when i was younger and now i live with my uncle, aunt, big brother, and grandma but i hate it, they treat me like im 5, and sometimes I really get depressed and they seem to always make it worse, like tonight i came home late but i told my grandma i was going to be late since she is my sole legal guardian and my uncle yelled at me for being late and he is like your curfew is 9 o’clock, and i was like i was out to dinner and he seem to be quite but im tired of them always yelling at me the second i get home, like my curfew is 9 o’clock, im not allowed to sleep out, i never get to see my mom or sleep at my moms and it’s honestly not fair at all and it just makes me want to die more because my bf is literally all my happiness because he cares so much and i trust him with everything and i told him more about my past tonight and thats why i was late Home because i was there crying my eyes out and him talking me out of killing my self and i just want to leave and sometimes i just want to scream at my family saying to stop treating me like a kid i never even had a childhood and like ugh im just so pissed off and angry all the time and i have been to a therapist and it didn’t help i told her everything and i felt no difference, and i just need to leave this house i know that if i leave then i will have less stress because my family is only in it for them selfs i can only do things if it is good for them in someway and ughhh! Im 17 and my aunt who is married to my uncle is 32 and she is allowed to sleep out but not a 17 year old because i can get into trouble mean while the reason i want to sleep out is to get a break from them and i just want to see my mom but nope i cant and it literally kills me and made me cry all day long because i miss seeing her but just like everyone else she only calls when she needs something sorry just had to rant