I keep trying to take on to much for myself. Everyone treats me like I am lazy, disappointing, a failure. Yes I live off of my parents and my SO’s trust fund. We have a child and we cant pay for anything. I have bipolar & ADHD making it near impossible to achieve and accomplish anything between my intense mood swings, recovering from mood swings, & not being able to focus on anything regardless. I have no high degree because I could t finish high due to my mental illness. The thought of trying to get my GED causes me so much anxiety and stress so i havent bothered. I sell a lot of old things online and decided hey why not start selling boutique clothing and so I bought some things wholesale. I spent about $700 and the one website has such poor quality clothes I don’t even know if I will be able to sell. I spent almost $2,000 on a camera to start a YouTube channel that I don’t even have time to do when I’m busy taking care of my baby. I feel so miserable with my and I am almost completely broke I have about $80 in cash and maybe $600 in my bank account, and that’s it. I feel like a complete failure and like I will never a achieve anything. I don’t even know what to with myself. I am not capable of getting a job it would be too much with taking of my baby and I also wouldn’t be able to hold a job due to my illnesses. I am just done