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I found the Dear Anonymous group on here and started a post of my own, but I got about 10mins into writing before I couldn’t handle it anymore. I really wanted to use it as a way to get my story out without being known and also hopefully forgive the person I’d be writing to. I don’t think I’m ready for it though. It’s been 4 year since what happened, happened... I still don’t think I’m ready though. I want closure and can’t find a way to get it. Tips?? Hints?? Advice?? All is welcome, if you need more information to give advice let me know I’ll add an update if needed.