Terrified

I just found out I’m 4 weeks with my second baby. With my first, I maintained an a1c of 6% or so nearly the entire time, despite it being on the higher end when I found out. This time around, my a1c is about 8% and I am STRUGGLING with my sugars. It seems that about 60% of the time, my sugars are within normal limits. But the other 40% I’m having lows and highs up to 220. I am absolutely terrified of having a miscarriage and I need some encouragement. :(