Another month come and gone for it to end up in disappointment. What the **** is wrong with us?! This marks our 11th cycle trying. And now begins cycle 12 today. What is wrong with me??? I hate my periods now. Before I was TTC, they were just an inconvenience in my schedule. Now that we’re trying, I just loathe my period! I get so pissed off. “Why will you just not conceive already Body?! What is your problem?!” Oh how I wish I was 20-something again! I guess I’m destined for only 2 children in my life. I definitely don’t want to be having babies in my 40’s.