No judgemental bitches please. I'm 30 weeks and I'm Indecisive on if I want to breast feed or not. I know there are some good stuff about breastfeeding and a few cons. I also still want to drink occasionally and smoke when out with friends. my boyfriend smokes and I was a big smoker before I got pregnant and stopped when I found out I was prego. also are sex lives involve my titties a lot and it turns me on when we are having sex and he's sucking on my titties. he won't be able to do that anymore unless he wants my milk lol. he wants me to breastfeed so that he doesn't have to get up to do anything 😒 and how it's better for our daughter. which I do to believe it's better than formula I just feel like he's trying to pressure me into it. and saying that if I don't breastfeed then im selfish. hes a very jealous man if I even have a little skin showing or tight pants or even leggings he buggs out yells and calls me names. now imagine me trying to feed a baby and we are out in public I have to go find a hiding place to go feed her how many times ugh idk.