ED relapse


I was doing very well in November and December but ever since I've been back from Mexico (January 2nd) I've been falling back into old habits. Calorie counting, weighing myself constantly, starving, and excessively working out. I don't know how to get it to stop mostly because I don't want it to. I want to be skinny. I want to me under weight. I don't know what to do at this point. Please help 💜