i lost a baby at 20 weeks. it was dead before it came out but i still saw all its little fingers on its little curled up little hand. a friend of mine just posted her 3D ultrasound photo on FB of her 19 week pregnancy (this is her third). i see all the little details of this baby's face, i think about what mine must have looked like and i just want to die. 3 miscarriages, 5 years on an IUD and then a year of trying with no conception. i just want to die.