18 and ttc

im 18 and me and my boyfreind have been ttc for over 9 months now. It breaks my heart every month when i get my period. I really want to go to the doctors to get checked to see if theres anything wrong and if i can actaully have babies as im starting to think i cant but im scared they will judge as am only 18. Anyone my age whos also ttc i would love to speak to any of yous over snapchat or whatever as i have no one to speak to really as none of my freinds know im ttc or will get it as they arent trying thank you x