Here go again *TRIGGER*

Jovona

So I woke up with some light pink spotting, I’m 4 weeks 3 days according to lmp, talk about happy Valentine’s Day! Anyway if I lose this baby it will be baby number 4 in a row, my last pregnancy I spotted early on for a few days also and that baby made it to 8 weeks 6 days! But that was doomed to end the baby had double the chromosomes. Moving on ! I’m trying to stay positive but its so freaking hard! I have pain in my left side and lower back pain but I’ve had that for about two weeks ! Ugh I just wanna carry a baby to term 😭