Is it fate?

My husband and I are trying for our 2nd child and I’ve been in my fertile window this week. We had sex sun and tues and planned to have sex last night and we did however my husband wasn’t feeling very well and although he still took one for the team unfortunately he didn’t ejaculate as he just felt so ill so we stopped!

This is only our 2nd month of trying but I can’t help but feel is fate telling us we’re not supposed to have another child? As it didn’t happen for us last month? 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ I know I must sound crazy 🙈 as we’ve not been trying for long but I’m anxious because of our ages, I’ve just turned 35 and my husband turns 47 in June... am I just being nuts here?