So just had a miscarriage last Friday 8 weeks and 3days it was a missed miscarriage found out the baby had no heart beat a day after my first appointment where I was told everything was great and saw the little flicker next day went to the ER not for anything really just and a odd feeling lied to the hospital said I was having bad cramps for them to give me a ultrasound they finally gave me one and could not find any heartbeat and I was told I was going to miscarriage had no idea a missed miscarriage could take up to a month went home didn’t have no bleeding or cramping both me and my husband got in our minds that the baby was alive and that maybe somehow the hospital was wrong spent three weeks in denial until finally I started to bleed The pain was almost unbearable ended up in the hospital and even the morphine wasn’t even able to stop the pain baby ended up stuck in my uterus this whole ordeal has really put a toll on my mental health I have not left my house let alone my room since last Friday which is weird because I don’t feel sad I haven’t cried but I just want to be completely alone and complete dark I have put blankets on my windows so I am in complete darkness throughout the day I know this is not normal behavior but I feel very safe and comfortable like this my husband is concerned but have been very supportiveBut I don’t know if I’m over going to overcome this or if I even want to