I’m so tired of being told “it will happen when it is meant to.” I’m so tired of seeing women getting pregnant that don’t even want to be pregnant. I’m so tired of seeing women getting pregnant that do drugs and smoke while they are pregnant... Most of all...I’m just tired.

I don’t have PCOS, I don’t have endometriosis, so WHY THE FUCK can’t I get pregnant?! I have been tracking and everything and just when I think it’s finally my month and suddenly these symptoms show up that I never experienced until I got pregnant with my son but...NOPE...it’s AF.

After several months of nothing I finally said I’m done...not trying anymore. I quit tracking and just tried to let it happen on its own. Kept getting told “relax and that’s when it will happen.” “Stop thinking about it, quit stressing.” I tried all of that and guess what?! STILL nothing.

My best friend just announced that she’s having a boy and as her best friend, I want to be so happy for her and supportive but right now, I just hate her and everyone around me that is getting pregnant and I still can’t.

I’m dying inside... it’s just not fair! 😭😭😭