So recently I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder,generalized anxiety, depression, ptsd and paranoid. Now when this diagnosis came along it was I guess a shock to me I kinda knew I had these things but growing up I just was in a situation where I couldn’t say if something was wrong kindnof a grin and bare situation so even with that other family member have mental illness and so I knew signs from that I’ve had these feeling for so long that I just knew and so I did the in-line tests and stuff and then eventually was diagnosed by a doctor

So with dealing with these things and not wanting to feel this way for my whole life now that I finally have medication I feel like in my mind I know I need to take it but for whatever reason I just don’t want to take and I feel angry that have to take it

Does anyone else understand this