You already have children of your own. I don't. We have been trying for 5 years... 5 years... I wish I could show you how I feel. Every month my heart breaks all over again. I know you say you want this just as badly as I do, but honestly I don't believe you, you have already gotten to do this and I most likely wont ever get to be a parent to a child of my own. Your kids are grown and basically all I am to them is someone to come to for advice and I love that But it also hurts to know this is the closest I will ever be to becoming a mother. I wish you could understand this from my point of view, but you always say well we have time... but the older I get the less time I have to conceive. I have no one to talk to about this besides you but like I said you can't understand my feelings on this, you have even told me you don't understand why I get so upset sometimes, my heart is literally breaking every time my period comes... I just wish we could. be on the same page I am tired of feeling all of this alone...

UPDATE:

To everyone asking we have gone to a specialist and I have PCOS, Endometriosis and a bicornuate uterus.