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Im so heartbroken and feel like a failure 😭💔😭 I’m about to be divorced again! This will be the 2nd time and I’ve only been married since June.

We constantly fight about everything and anything. This all started back in November when I had my 2nd miscarriage and with that I had to have surgery due to it being eptopic. Since then him and my dad got into a huge fight. Their fight was terrible and lots of hateful mean things said on both sides. They are both in he wrong. Me and my dad have talked and he told me he’s wrong. But that doesn’t matter to my husband. He now thinks he’s better than my dad. My husband doesn’t speak to my family now. They both constantly complain about each other. Then about 2 weeks after my surgery I caught my husband emotional cheating. He was on Facebook messaging 30-40 girls a day. Most didn’t reply, some were actual friend conversations, and then the other were flirty and sexual. Some even sent sexual pictures. I tried to get over that but I can’t. And this isn’t the first time he has done this. Besides those two things he complains whenever I cook anymore no matter what it is, we never cuddle, kiss, or touch. Every now and then he wants sex but it’s not like it used to be.

I’m terrified to leave but I can’t live this way. He refuses marriage consoling I have asked many times. Here’s some of the things he said to me about my dad tonight.