Gender Disappointment- needing encouragement

I just found out that we are having a boy and yeah, I’m devastated. I did all the stupid food diet, shettles method stuff to try and sway for a girl but it wasnt meant to be.

BUT I REALLY don’t want to feel this way! So I’m wondering if other mamas who suffered gender disappointment and are now happy with their baby boys could chime in with their stories/some encouragement?