so I've been taking metformin for 3 months now. I have a feeling I'm around the corner to getting pregnant. I'm happy for that part. now here is the killer part!

so I'm ovulating and I'm Horny as shit, however, I am hoping my husband does NOT want to have sex. I don't want to get pregnant by him. like I want to have a baby but not with my husband..

so I've been married for 4 years and through these four years I have been through alot with this man. I won't go into detail about what I've been through but trust me if I did you would understand why I feel the way I do..

I'm not sure that he is the one for me and I don't want to have a baby with the wrong person. I'm taking the medication because I want to make sure my body is right for when I do find the right man to have a child with.

I know, I know it's crazy but it's the way I feel #StrangeConfession